Christmas

I feel like it's months between me actually getting on here. Sorry...

Madi just turned 2 on the 6th and is as always into everything. She really knows how to push my buttons. She's been constantly asking us for a puppy she says she'll call it puppy or George after curious george. So instead of getting a dog we just went and took care of a friends 3 dogs while she's been out of town. Madison loved it. They scared her at first though they are pretty big dos up to my waist, so they definatly tower over her. She talked about them forever it was pretty cute.

We took out house off of the market, since we decided to stay here and all. Just seems stupid to get rid of our house if were still going to be here. Besides I absolutely love our home.

I finished taking my phlebotomy class this past week. we took our National exams so I should be getting my certificate in the mail in about 8 week. I'm pretty excited about that.

Rog has decided to join the police academy at the college here they have a course to take. So his GI bill will covr the expense and he'll get to see if that's the line of work he'll enjoy or not. I hope he does and I really think he will.

Seems like Forever

Okay so scratch my last post looks like were not going to Montana. Now hopefully we will be going back to Casper, Wyoming. Rog has an interview on Tuesday the 2nd so were extremely excited about that, atleast there we will know a few people.

We still haven't sold our house yet. Hoping to get that done though real soon. Sure would save us alot of money.

Last night I made Rog take me to see Twilight. I liked the movie, the book was definatley better, but the movie was still pretty awesome. We traded out babysitting so we could go it was totally worth it. I had fun playing with our friends kid and then got to have a night out with my handsome husband.


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Seems like forever

I know it's been quite sometime since I've been on here. Our house is still up for sale, we've not had a single offer on it yet. Were still hoping though. We will be moving to the great Glendive, Montana. Rog leaves in about 2 1/2 weeks and Madi and I will follow at the end of December. Were all excited about the move, I'm only a little nervous since we have no place to stay yet. Plus were moving in the snow and not just a little bit of snow like in Texas I hear the get at least 10 feet or so, that makes me super nervous.

On other news we've been trying for another lil one no such luck yet. Although I've been asked 5 times in 1 1/2 weeks by 5 different people if I was pregnant and my all time best was " And when are you due, honey?" To which I could only whisper I'm not and frantically run to another room until I could calm down. I wasn't sure whether to be angry or cry, I'm still undecided.

Rog has also informed me that I'm not allowed to acknowledge our daughters birthday on December 6Th since he won't be here. Is he serious, he obviously doesn't know me well enough if he thinks I'm just going to ignore her 2Nd birthday. We'll just have to do it via web cam for him.

Thanks to my wonderful brother and his wife my best friend we now have a beautiful flower garden at our house. Rog and I worked on it for 2 weekends now it's finally almost done we just have to get a few more flowers to put in. We did get the weeds out, the pretty brick in, fill dirt in, and few flowers all in all it's gorgeous and I love it. Now some one just needs to buy our house.

My lil girl..

She amazes me on a daily basis, always coming up with new words to say or new and random uses for everyday items. Who new life could be so wonderful to a 19 month old. Her daddy was gone on a canoe trip for 4 days, she cried and whined for him off and on but now that he's home she gets upset if he's in another room even if it's only 2 feet away from her.

Her favorite thing is to go outside and play in the water she's defiantly not afraid to get dirty. It's pretty hilarious really.

bye-bye house

So we decided today that were going to put our house up for sale, I'm not quite sure what to think about it yet though. I love our house, but I love my family more. Right now Rog is set on moving up north were one we can make more money and actually have some type of retirement, and blah blah blah. I know he's right, but this has always been my true home town. Besides I'm tired of just making ends meet so we can keep this house. Living pay check to pay check just plain sucks. I got a job thinking it would help and really cause I should have gotten one months ago were paying for it now o-well. May be we'll atleast sell before he gets a job or close to it so we can all move together at one time and not a two different times. Because while he picked a good apartment in the past (Cody) I'd really like a say this time.

Reading back this totally made sense in my head... and not so much on here in words... o-well though cause I'm too lazy to fix it.




On another note tomorrow is my families 11 year aniversay for joining the church!!!!! Amazing how time flys isn't it.

Yeah

So I finally got a job!!! I'm so excited I start on Tuesday as a cashier.

sTuFf

So who knew it be so hard to find a job. I'm getting aggravated and antsy, I wish I had one already. Rog has decided to put his application in with UP wich is cool but then we'd deffiantly have to move, not sure what I think of that yet. I know he'd love it being back in the cold weather and by his parents. It' s been a little over a year since he's seen he' s dad and December will be a year since he's seen his mom, so it's way past time. Not to mention the fact that he really does hate it here. He's been so nice sticking it out for me here. What an amazingly awesome husband and father he is.

Home again Home again

I'm so glad to be back. Girls camp was fun, the hard mattresses and bugs & huge water fights are over.... yeah!!! No it was really cool getting to know all the girls a little better. Like who has a crush on who and what boys are just icky =) I thought I was so well prepared we got there and went to make our pancakes one morning and oops no spatula, or butter, or grease to keep from sticking to the pan, and I bought the cheap rootbeer for the burping contest not so good. But in my defense I've never had to pack for a camping trip much less for 15 other people. Anyway good times

We went to the park by our house the other day I took a whole role of pictures there so cute so here's a few.

So I feel like I don't get on here enough but o-well. Were having a yard sale tomorrow, fun stuff right. Today we have a semi busy schedule. We have to pick up Izzo at 1030 go to al's house play and eat, at 315 we have to be at the base were Rog is getting some type of award from the base commander or general or someone, then get poster boards ready for the sale, and finish getting things out and marked for the sale, all hopefully with a semi happy lil girl!!! yeah

Yesterday she thought 530 am would be a perfect time to wake up. I on the other hand am a grumpy morning person , just ask Rog I pretty much bit his head off. I was so upset he left for the gym and that's when she woke up at him shutting the door. When he got home and saw her up and awake he was so excited and I was extremely ticked off. So he got her up and in the highchair and I slept for 20 more minutes before he finally woke me up so he could go to work. Which I then yelled at him again, the suns not even up and it's not even 7 am yet and I'm supposed to be happy that I'm awake! I won't go into any more detail but we hardly ever argue and it's just funny to think about now.

Sad but True

So it's been a little over a week now since we lost the baby. Things have been a lot better than I expected don't get me wrong I've definitely had my moments. I think things hit me the hardest right after I woke up from having the d & c. I remember seeing Rog and just balling my eyes out I just couldn't figure out what I'd done wrong to make us loose our precious baby. It's taken a minute to come back to reality, but I think I'd be going a lot more crazy if I didn't have Madi to chase after she defiantly helps keep my mind off of it.

On a better note my niece was born on the 13Th she's the cutest 10 pound baby I've ever seen. I don't know how my sister pushed her out . I mean I was the for it, it was amazing I just couldn't believe she was that big. She sure is adorable though.

Home Sweet Home

Well were finally all home together it's a great feeling to have all three of us back together under the same roof. Rog was gone for about 3 months so life is good now that he's back. No more sleepless nights for me yeah.

We had decided when we were gone that I needed to get a job. Now that were home we've discovered that I don't have to, I can still stay home and take care of our angel! That makes me so happy. I was worried about who would have to watch her and for how long. Of course I would pay the person but, Rog is on night shift and going to school so some one other than one of us would have had her for at least 8 hours a day. I' m so not into that even though I already know who would watch her , well hopefully would have, I just don't think it would have been fair on all parts. So I'm excited we don't' have to now.

Besides if I had a job there wouldn't be no more sleeping in until 10, and way less cuddle time.

Helllo world!

So my sister in-law and bestfriend has a blog she says it's so much fun everyone should have one. So I thought I'd give it a try. Hopefully I'll have something interesting to talk about and won't just be boring lolly gab!